You Keep pushin
You Keep pushin
As a stand on the front lines pondering to myself why am I taking this fire. You supposed to be my friend my confidante my love, but from where I'm standing you throne more grenades than you ever waved white flag. But I'm willing to admit that it was my deceit that caused the war between us . I was wrong so waving my white flag means nothing to you. But you persist and keep pushin and your anger is too much to bear push me over the edge push me to the limit to where I can honestly say that I'm falling out of that thing we called love take me to a place where I can honestly say that the beast in me is not dead he asleep but there's also a thin line between love and hate so as the beast awakens as he takes his first stretch first step in Sun light I apologize to ever good soul that crossed my path in the end when it's all said and done you ask for this.............. Hear Me
Contemplating in my mind how did I get to this point of me willing to stand on the porch step of this woman's heart hoping that she lets me in. Confused because the man of my pasted shy away from feelings emotions real things. Two ladies in my past it was easy for me to come thru say something I didn't mean and as quickly as I said it I forgot it because it didn't mean anything. But this lady is different I fine myself watching the things I say, praying to God that he guides my steps because I don't want to be one of the other men from her past adding another scar on a already callus heart . Admitting to myself I caught a glimpse of my future just by looking in her eyes. No longer wanting to be the man that I was but wanted to be the man that standing for her as a provider a protector a lover a friend the very gift that she laid at my feet. I'm forever changed just by the touch of her hand . No longer afraid to say that I'm claiming you as my good thing ....