Your Delusion

Convoluted facade of a masochist.
Pariah in the eyes of only yourself.
Martyr of your own narcissistic agenda.
Wallow in your self mutilations,
For I know what you are.
Dependent on gratuities of society.
Disguised inadequacy of self reliance.
Pestilent on the prolific life of others.
Eventually your visage will wash away,
Leaving raw nerves exposed.
Then your repentance,
Anguish in self realization.
Redeeming to those you aggrieved.
Your only true retribution,
Becoming the delusion you've woven.