Apology

To me,
I could't apologize
more
for who I am
Imagine
Paper under
rocks
I am the weak paper
and the rocks are my voices
singing and parading around in my
mind
Imagine
a penny sinking beneath water level
I am the already worthless penny
and the water represents my thoughts
surrounding and encasing me
drowning me
and showing me where I
belong
in shallowly deep water
being stepped on by everyone else
and left to rust while
all
alone