As I am.

I've been broken and beaten to the point of no return.
With nowhere to go, but from this lesson what will I learn?
To follow my heart and listen to the beat as it takes me away.
Away from all this misery because my life has caused so much pain.
It's like deja vu in my life that somehow I'm doomed to repeat .
So I ask myself what will I learn if nothing has been taken away?
pushing away those that are near me.
Never getting close so they then start to fear me.
Not of what I can do, but for them more of what I don't.
See my love is more so a gift and a curse at the same time.
No longer wanting to be beaten but at the same time not wanting to be wined and dined.
Don't treat me like I'm fragile and at any moment I could possibly brake.
Just accept me for me and love me as I am, thats all the love I can possibly take.
Don't try to change me and mold me into what you want me to be.
God made me the way that I am my soul was meant to be set free.
You're on the outside trying to see what I see but your vision will never be clear enough for me.
Nobody is perfect so it's crazy to try to perfect perfection.
Running around in circles is the end result of that thing called insanity.
I am perfect as I am and this one day is what everyone will see.