Beautiful Disaster

The real me,
what a beautiful disaster,
Take a deep breath before you enter
a realm of substance and matter.
It's like Alice in Wonderland
except I'm the mad hatter.
Dive down the rabbit hole,
there is no time to waste,
let me touch your soul,
and give your heart a break
running from reality chasing broken dreams about to lose control it’s pure insanity
or just another suicidal fantasy
causing you to hesitate but it’s far too late
for you to escape the madness I create
what a beautiful disaster
let’s get drunk on an illusion
falling in love with the taste.
what if staying high is the simplest solution don’t make a mistake
or we’ll end up in an institution
what would it matter if you had all the answers without a beautiful disaster?
ready to ride feel your heart beat
faster and faster are you still just as curious to go further inside deeper and deeper
within her chaotic mind?