close the door

When I cried,wanting, just one answer
only one
how did this life of mine start so privileged
to end, including ,
my own self worth,
Only the backs i receive,
Never would they,
received of that
from me,
Not a glimpse of caring,
If i would see the dawn tomorrow,
Left ,walking to ,
no one knows
only my eyes looking forward,
to their backs,
they can show
as i'm left,
standing ,
Waiting,
Watching ,
the door swiftly closes tight.
Now faced with a reality,
Only a novel,
Maybe a movie,
I'd reply ,
to only myself,
My heart could never,
Never my soul allow my words,the one voice,
i would say,
Cruelty
how do they ,
How can they,
Call themselves part of dignity living in what is proper,
Our humanity,
I still stand with some what amazed,
As tears can only come,
My heart my soul,
Saddened towards what they have become
As i still stand left watching their backs
So quickly as they closed their door on me,,,

BY DAPHNE D. BROWN