Dad

Pain.......... don't try to justify your actions, the tired excuses enough is enough. don't tell me about the nights you "cried" trust me I've had plenty of sleepless nights, thinking about what I did to make you hate me. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower, waiting for all go to sleep and dream beautiful dreams, while I Fall to Pieces grab a razor blade and relieve some tension. I know what pain is to hurt so bad you wish your life would end, bc your to big a coward to take your own life. so don't tell me some tired excuse to why you wasn't the man I needed you to be, when after all I've ever been through I'm still more the man than you will ever be.