Delusion

I knew you were mine

Thought you were mine

Lived like you were mine

Crossed the line

Went off that line

Formed a wall around me

Reached out yet stayed inside

For her safety

Before I self-sabotage on a fucking whim

Watch as I do this shit with repetition

Sexually explicit transmitted to my mind

I want her

I need her

I can’t wait to burn this game

Kiss.Scratch.Bite

You want pure love

I want everything except your mind

oh how vile

I still stay in the walls unknowingly stupid

The day she sees who I am

That day I might die

I just want her body for some reason

But I won’t except the why