i lost you and found me

You had me fighting for your love
But you never cared
Asking for emotions
That were never there
Bending over backwards
Giving all i had to spare
Showing a love
That is oh so rare

i thought you were happy
I was your only one
But deep in your mind
You were trynna run
I guess playing with my heart
To you was kinda fun
And when you left
You left me kinda numb

The pain i felt for you
It hurt so bad
I realized i was fighting for a love
That i never had
I believed in you
I really cared
But you broke my heart
And Left me feeling sad

I picked up the pieces
And put them back together
This storm was a hurricane
i had to weather
And time was no factor
I couldnt measure
How long it would take
til i could feel some pleasure

I never in my life
Been hurt like this before
I kept asking GOD
what HE had in store
I kept praying please GOD
Open a door
And let me out of this nightmare
I CANT TAKE NO MORE

then that day finally came
Felt like a weight was lifted
I felt like i came into
some worldly riches

The spirit of GOD it took over me
I was no longer i blind
i could finally see
All it took was to
Get on my knees
I learned that GOD
Is all I'll ever need