LIVE YOUR LIFE

I don't know why
But I'm wasting my time
The time in which I can study
But I'm using it to lie

I wanted to become an engineer
But then it changed to a singer
Now its writer what I want to be
Only if I get some time to try

I thought I liked Physics & Maths
But then I realized it was like all other crap
And now I have started liking them back
Guess its something that'll take my whole life to decide

Wish I could decide what I want to be & what I like
And not remain confused my entire life
Its not something someone else can tell me
Its me only with whom the decision lies

I don't know what I'll become
Or if I'll be able to earn
I only know life is meant to be enjoyed
Which is what I do day n night

My friends think I'm happy & calm
Free from worries, troubles & all harm
To my parents I'm carefree & tension-free
Only if they all could see what I'm really like

Inside I'm like 'what will become of me?'
If I'll get a job of being at someone's mercy
Whether I'll get to do what I love
Or will be forced to do something I dislike

Apart from this I'm worried with many other things
That drives mad an 18 year old's brain
But all this only time will decide
So for now I must only Live My Life.