my wish

as i looked at the sky it was as clear as i was
i felt its pureness and also its courage
it was like a nice song in my ears
a song of the sky, a sky so up high
i wished for it's strength and it's courage also
for what i planned that day.
i could see him from a far coming towards me
his hair as dark as my dreams
his eyes looked down with much affection
i hoped the ground was me.
as he got closer to me
my heart started racing faster every second
i felt a clear and cold breeze cover my body
i sucked it up and wore courage on my face.

do i greet him with a hug or a kiss on his chin
i asked. of course
it was him i wanted to see first
him i wanted to share the first kiss with
him i wanted to hug passionately,
so tight to make up for all the times i didn't
as he approached me my body trembled,
i wanted to tell him about me, my love for him
explain to him my heart, i wanted him; only him
i wanted more but all i could get at that moment
was his warmth, in my welcome. of course i was sad.