oblivious

i am oblivious

i used to be sad
the thought of losing you crushed me in ways nothing else could

but now,
now i am empty

and the feelings you once gave me, the good and the bad
have dissolved into mere nothingingness

the ungodly way your lips gently formed the words that carried empty promises from your lungs to the tip of your tongue

have twisted my thoughts for far long enough

but now i suppose i am free
i am my own beautiful abomination, thank you