Point of View

I am just hear,
Not living or dying all at once,
Just living,
I am hear,
Creating ripples in my life,
Affecting the world,
Breaking the rules,
Creating waves
Smashing walls,
I am hear,
Creating happiness for others,
While I am sad inside.
Only for them,
Not for me,
I am hear,
And I don’t like it,
There is a better place,
And I want it,
My soul is burning out,
I am hear,
Put here for one reason,
But I don’t know what it is,
But I must find it soon,
And I will find it soon
I am hear,
Seeing how they all turn out,
Looking from behind the glass,
Observing, and hurting,
Am I ready for love,
In the lonely place I live,
But it will break the rules,
Who can I turn to now,
I need someone to show me how.