Soul cry

My soul is crying, what am I doing I can't keep living this way. caught up in the Whirlwind of this drug addiction. tired and confused, helping everyone around me but my soul is crying. my soul is trying to lead me back to a place that is safe away from this hectic world I'm in. most days I go through the motions my body's there but my mind drifted off long ago. my soul is crying in fear of getting stuck in the drug scene. my soul is crying yearning to succeed, to live. my soul is refusing to live only to feed my addiction. there's a burning in me I can't tolerate any longer. I'm tired of living in fear. my soul is crying out for me to stand up, battle my demons. overcome my fears so I can open new doors. like a bomb I'm about to explode. my heart is ready to surrender to my soul.