subtle immaturity

i could grow angry and enfuse myself with rage
or i could just skip this chapter and move on to another page
i am a better person i conduct myself with grace
only you bring out a side of me that is far from my taste
i know its not right and i should be the bigger person
but instead i choose to indulge in your ignorance which
makes me a worse version
we arent accountable for our sins because our age has changed
but GOD holds us accountable when we hit that knowledgeable range
although i know what i should do because i know its right
resisting that temptation to argue back isnt even hard to fight
the problem is its fun and gives me something to do when im bored
but truthfully spending time on this is something i cant afford
hmmm well that goes to show how mature i really am
i just sat here and realized i have a lot of growing up to do
''damn''