The last slam

THE DOOR CLOSING, THE DOOR BANGING, IT WAZ THE LAST SLAM, MY HEART WAS JUST A SINKING, HOW TO STOP YOU IS WHAT I WAS THINKING, YOU GONE WITHIN A SECOND OF BLINKING, THE SLAM SO LOUD AND CLEAR, GOING BY THAT I COULD TELL YOU DIDNT WANNA BE ANYERE NEAR, AND ALL I CAN HEAR IS THE LAST SLAM, A SLAM TO THE FACE A SLAM WITH NO PACE, GONE WITHOUT A TRACE, GONE WITH NO CLUES TO CHASE, IT CONSTANTLY RE PLAYING IN MY HEAD, BEARING ON THIS THIN THREAD TEARS START TO SHED, I KNOW THE LORDS TESTING ME, TRYING TO FIND THE BEST IN ME, TELLING ME TO REST AND BREATH, BUT TONIGHT I'M ALL ALONE AND COLD, AND I'M NEEDING SOMEBODY TO HOLD, IT WAS TOLD I FORGOT HOW TO LOVE, AND NOW MY BED IS EMPTY, I KNOW THIS WAS NOT MEANT TO BE, BEING LONELY WAS NOT MEANT FOR ME, A SLAM THAT SHOOK MY WORLD, IT WAS THE LAST SLAM, THE DOOR CLOSING THE DOOR BANGING, IT WAS THE LAST SLAM, MY HEART WAS JUST A SINKING, HOW TO STOP YOU IS WAT I WAS THINKING, YOU GONE WITHIN A SECOND OF BLINKING, SOMETIMES YOU DONT KNOW WAT YOU HAVE TILL YOU LOSE IT, TRUTH IS YOU DONT KNO, THINK..THINK.. SLAM