The man You deserve

I find myself running from you
Because I'm afraid of the good,
Yet I find myself wanting you my lovely
Because I know I'm capable,
I find myself escaping you
Because I'm so scared of love,
Yet I find myself wanting you my amazing
Because I know I'm able...

I'm just having a hard time
Finding that man
Within me
The man You deserve
The man You want to see

I find myself blocking you out
Because I'm terrified of Happiness,
Yet I find myself reaching for you my butterfly,
Because I know I'm able
I find myself disguising you
Because I'm not wanting to hurt
Nor do I want you to hurt,
Yet I find myself needing you my beautiful
Because I know I'm capable...

I'm just having a hard time
Finding that man
Within me
The man You deserve
The man You want to see