The way i really feel

I wake up every day waiting for you to call.
You are my reason not to give up on it all.
Waiting to once again see your smiling face.
Trying to keep my heart going at a steady pace.
When will i be able to feel your breath in my ear.
When will you once again be so near.
It's hard never knowing quite what to expect.
My heart feels a strong sensation of neglect.
I used to think life was all just a big game.
And to be so serious at times, i thought was so lame.
Without you, it seems my life doesnt matter.
I pay no attention to constant talk or chatter.
I wish and pray you were here for me to hold.
I just feel like right now, i am forgotten in the cold.
I hope you can truely understand what im trying to say.
You're not just another game that i just want to play.
The love i have for you is so strong and so rare.
Not feeling your touch is just so hard to bare.
I know in my heart, soon you will be back home.
Then i will no longer have to face this world alone.