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For the first time today I felt it rain, actually felt it and understood it.
It amazes me everyday the things we take for granted!
How each day our lives are moving so fast like a flash of light before our eyes not knowing what tomorrow holds or if we will make it to see another day failing all too much to see our own faults or to even care about the reactions our actions will bring. behind bars we are forced to face the facts of what we have done and what is to come next
thinking is all we have time to do, time has froze for us so we have to think about all the small things that we took for granted all the people we've hurt but never really took the time to care!
See my child's face or smelling her sweet hair a privilege that we all fail to see seeing my baby through a glass crying everyday begging God to set me free I didn't think about things like this, not out there all I thought about was getting high hiding and numbing the pain and the sorrow I felt
in here there is no getting high no forgetting about life no numbing the pain like a raging waterfall rushing all back at once forced to face all that you been running from
Crying every night praying to God for help to find my way