Basiphobia

Hard to breathe
I cannot believe

My skin, it crawls
My heart, it falls

Forced to deal
I hate to deal
I cannot mask
I cannot conceal
I wish I could not feel

I cannot do this
I cannot stay
I will not do this another day

The voices speak
My brain will leak
Leaking down
Into the ground

I cannot speak

These voices shriek
Off the building
The clouds are building
Higher and higher
As my dreams float higher and higher
I happen to turn into a lier

My sides will hurt
Just as my dreams
I hate this head
I'm forced to be
I don't like this dread

I lost my fear of falling
I'm dead inside
My brain is a leak
A torn page in creativity
Human blood
Voices squeak

They tear my insides apart
I hate this part
I hate this part

My lungs will scream
I hate this dream

Will I ever scream?

Masking what I feel

It hurts so much to feel

I could try to make this real

So stuck between
This real life
And a sudden nightmare
It hurts too much to care

So just go ahead and stare

I'll just fall down these stairs

My voices these voices come in pairs
My brain is suddenly covered in tears
I'll tear my insides apart

It's hard to breathe
My skin will scream
I cannot believe
I lost my fear of falling.