Broken

Sometimes I wonder if I'm crazy or just plain stupid
to give up on love and marriage; some say my logic's twisted
how did I go from dreaming up fairytales
and make- believe they're real
to someone who is skeptic about true love and sees marriage as an ordeal
I used to want it all- love, marriage, kids
a happy family for years and years
now its like a dream; lost and forgotten
buried underneath my heart but too deep to find it...

what ever happened to the little girl used to enjoy...
the idea of being married
what ever happened to her heart; so ice cold- so damaged
its scary!
why cant she see the beauty in falling love... feeling connected
to that person always
now she's distancing herself, waiting for no else
no longer dating
what ever happened to make her feel like love's a tragedy
time may heal all wounds; but I remain forever broken
(broken)x2
(I am broken) x1


my life's filled with complications, heartbreaking stories
and untold memories
too many people I know and love
find their happiness only to see that its not enough
cheaters, liars and betrayal; take your pick
but I don't care for any of it
regardless of this fact, they always say
" its better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all"
once, this rang true to me... now I say " guess I'll never love"
marriage just isn't in the cards for me!

what ever happened to the little girl who used to enjoy...
the idea of being married
what ever happened to her heart; so ice cold- so damaged
its scary!
why cant she see the beauty in falling in love... feeling connected
to that person always
now she's distancing herself, waiting for no one else
no longer dating
what ever happened to make her feel like love's a tragedy
time may heal all wounds; but I remain forever broken
(broken)x2
(I am broken)x1
(broken)x2
(I am broken)x1

so many times I believed I could find
the one that's meant for me...
so many people whom I know
have tried and failed, more often than so
what's the point in waiting for it, waiting for "the one"
when all you get are complete disappointments!
tired of that-I'm done with waiting
I don't care or believe I'll ever get married...

what ever happened to the little girl who used to enjoy...
the idea of being married
what ever happened to her heart; so ice-cold, so damaged
its scary!
why cant she see the beauty in falling in love... feeling connected
to that person always
now she's distancing herself, waiting for no one else,
no longer dating
what ever happened to make her feel like love's a tragedy
time may heal all wounds; but I remain forever broken

(broken)x2
(I am broken)x1
(broken)x2
(I am broken)x1