Choosing

One is already mine
One I watch from behind
Because I know it's out of line

One is a guarantee
The other is a mystery
Should I take the risk and flee?

I know I can't have it both ways
But this isn't just a phase
Should I go or should I stay?

It's just a curiosity
Something that can never be
Besides, I already have everything I need

My mind is so back and forth
I want to stay forevermore
But one foot is already out the door