Congratulations

Congratulations

7 years 8 years I don’t know, I lost count but several years and nothing to show

Wish I knew now, what I didn’t know then
Knew how this story would end
Sitting in silence with no sound
Whole soul drown

In this sorrow, in this pit
I always tell myself "this" ah hurt tomorrow
Truly sad
Is this denial?
1 blink of an eye and boom you’re a different guy
A dad : A man : A bf: A father…… of someone elses daughter…….

Never in a million years did I think you'd cut that deep, never thought I'd see you take that leap, make that bed, treat our love like its dead

After all the talks? After all the time? All the trips, the loyalty, the lust.After all the love..???? I got shoved??

I cried till I puked the day I found out, I left my desk.. didn’t even log out...
Come to found out the baby was more than likely conceived AROUND MY birthday month
Ouch…

I thought about the plan b I took. Then I thought about the steps you took.
I thought about what if I got in the way of my life path…
Then I thought about well maybe ours weren't supposed to cross.
I thought 1+1=2 but I was never good at math ..but I know the test yall took had two dash


But then I thought, if that’s the case, without you ,why do I feel so lost.Is this what love cost?

Met you in your fresh 20's said wait until your 30, your mind was too dirty…

I waited… you didn’t. I shouldn't have, now I'm aging and your not. Now I'm single and you not.
Care about me and my well being? Maybe if I got shot. Guess how much you loved me is now very apparent

Congratulations on being a new parent