DEFEATED

Wishing I had the time to go back

Even a few days before that devastating attack

The life force of my old body of once I knew

My entire existence is coming unglued

Horrifying reality two worlds for I don't know which is the real one

With my hands held high I scream I'm done I'm done I'm done

Looking for justice along with some solace

The innocence that was taken now someone else has polished

Talking to God hoping for a reply

I fall to my knees and cry oh god why

The dissolution of an existence not known

I shiver I cry I begin to moan

The life I lived was full of solace and peace

But I see it a lie my eyes were covered with a blanket of fleece

To look for justice that isn't there

Is like looking for sympathy but truly no one cares

This is the destiny I'm doomed to repeat

For I will never be able to stand on my own two feet

All my life trying find someone to sympathize just someone to meet

Just not to feel alone would be kind enough

Life is supposed to be hard but it's not supposed to be this cruel or rough