Eternal Endless Night

You said I could trust you
that you were my friend
"Shame on him" you said
But it was you, instead

You cut me, made me bleed
Split my spirit and my soul
Didn't realize that you were stealing
Guess what, I'm still reeling
.and bleeding

My head blew up that night
Pain and hurt turned in
Wanted to scream, but instead
Shut down the network in my head

The heart does mend
The spirit soars
But the mind. the mind
.the mind

Over the edge, down t'ward what?
Decompensation, flight
.eternal endless night