Evaporate

The sun evaporates the tears
Resting on my cheekbones
I smirk.
"Forget about the pain and try to make things work,"
They said.
Beams radiate from my eyes
As you do me a nice gesture
Not a geniality
But a disguise.
You laugh at my jokes
Our hearts' content
But I don't look the part.
I run away
Crying.
You stay away
Sad.
A mistake you realize
Too late,
Because I'm dying.
Gun at my side
Because you weren't.
My eyes blacken
Bloody hands
Mouth dry and stiff
Where heaven I am
And my tears evaporate again.