Farewell

Lord, please give me a sign...
Why am I so depressed?
I don’t know why...
I’ve lost my friends and everyone else...
What the Hell is on with me and my life?

I loved someone and I thought they loved me too...
But they put me in despair...
I guess that my life is just a big freaking joke to everyone and the whole damn world...
I guess it was my destiny to not even be alive on this Earth...

I only hope that somebody’s life is more important than mine of course...
I only have a couple of friends that maybe care about me...
The question is that, are they being my friends just for the Hell of it or are they my true friends?

It hurts so much that I can’t even tell who’s who anymore...
So I’m just giving up on me and everything that I’ve been taught!
So I’m saying farewell to the world and everyone who cares about me...
So I’m asking for Gods plea...
Please Lord, between now and in a couple of years, give me a sign...
That’s why I’m asking someone for some answers and some questions as well!
So I ask again, “What the Hell is going on?”
I’m sitting here lonely just wondering how everyone around me would act if I were to disappear off of the face of this earth?
But I guess this wouldn’t matter to anyone or even everyone...
So to the Hell with everyone and everybody...
This is my last chance to say goodbye and farewell!