So Tired

I’m tired of looking
I’m tired of searching
I’m tired of stressing
I’m tired of hurting
How long must this go on
Being here all by myself
I search for happiness
Never worried about wealth
Money means nothing
Fame doesn’t exist
I’ve had many false friends
There’s too many to list
I’m tired of being pissed
I’m tired of being stressed
I’m sad cause I’m lonely
Even though I’m truly blessed
My soul is never at rest
Even though my mind is at peace
Lonely is the heart in my chest
I pray for this to cease
Even though I’m not deceased
Sometimes I feel dead
Never able to sleep
So I just lay in bed
Why hasn’t this stopped yet
When will this expire
I’m tired of being lonely
I’m tired of being tired