How Am I Going To Survive This

Can you imagine being me and fearing something
that which for you was not intended
Or having exhausted all options for resolution
with only every effort being rescended
How must I overcome those things if all they do
is come right back to me in an instant
No matter what I do no matter where I go
it never matters if I'm the one ever so distant
It is following me like a flu, a virus, or even some
outbreak as the black plague
I can never free myself of this problem and that's
putting it mildly never vague
When can I ever explain to the right one
that this is not fair for me to have to own
Nobody in this life can even try to imagine
no one being without having ever once known
I am caught in the worst judicial system feared
by every woman or any man
And thus the reason I feel there is truly
no hope for me and no other way or a plan
Keep your head up is all all hear from those who
aren't me or in my shoes
And of course they'd say that I think what
possibly would they have to lose
To sum up the gist of my dilemna it is that
I can not admit to a crime I did not commit
And I wont act as if it's dust swept easily under a mat
If I were from wealth these problems surely I'd
never face nor have to see
But then where would my fight find everything
to which has become me