Hurting Inside(Listen)

My pain is deeper than the center of the earth...
It’s so deep that if you touch me just right I will just melt and explode everywhere...

My hurting inside feels as if someone’s sticking a big sword and ripping me to shreds like little pieces of paper in the shredder...

The only time I feel like that is at night before I go to bed when I get very lonely or when I see a couple together...

I’m always asking myself what do I do to deserve this kind of abuse?!
Why do I always have to find someone that I like so much and they rip my heart apart?!

I just wanna find someone who loves me, who won’t break my heart and who won’t abuse me...

But that doesn’t seem possible to do that...
And that’s just some of the things why I’m hurting inside...

“Listen”