I Hate Being Lied To

so this is how you treat me,
this is how it ends?
This is how you love me,
how you play pretend?
Sorry if I ever did you wrong
sorry if you miss me
but never for how long
truth is that I'd hate you
but just forgot how
I don't mean to shake you
my shoulder on your plow
you broke me, love
and here's the reason why
I won't be home to hold you
keep you warm at night.
This is not goodbye she says
but this is just goodbye
well then, what's the difference?
What's your reason why?