Love me Not

Doubt has started crushing me,
Are you going to take away this sweet dream.
Was this all a mirage, tricking me to believe we could have a perfect reality?
So much passion when there was distance between us,
Slowly waning as you sit right here.
I sit quietly contemplating what our truth really is?
He loves me? He loves me not?
Such simple words that behold unimaginable meaning.
I crave your touch, your breath on my neck, shivers going down my spine as I listen to your sultry voice.
Hold me, banish these doubts within me.
My vision of you hazy , confusion swirls behind these absinthe eyes.
Please just let me in.