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A small piece of doubt filled the air
As it expelled out of her flesh
Life felt numbing, poor and soul corroding
Strength was left so far away
In a time of happiness and hope
For she didn’t have hope anymore
Their were too many things making her sad
Maybe one day everything could fall enough apart
She'd be forced to completely start over
Because at this point
There was no beauty
In her face nor her heart nor her smile
Stale and gray she continued
Through life like the the oceans had swallowed
What was left of her
For everyone knew at this point
Love had destroyed her happiness
All that was left
Her smarts and her falsifiable beauty
She didn’t give a damn about anything anymore
Life was completely unbearable
Utterly incapacitating
Nauseated by the laughter
She heard from others
She quietly passed by in unhappy silence
Crying made her feel at home and at ease
Unusual but to him she had grown so much more beautiful
Her depth deepened and her strides became effortless
Sadness compelled her through the rest of her life.
And if that wasn’t depressing enough,
I must add this tormented girl
Left the physical earth as much more similar to the devil
Than as the angel she had been delivered as many years ago