My Mind

In the blink of an eye my mind is gone.
I have to be brave, and I have to be strong.

My mind is falling into an infinite drain;
All that is left is a paranoid brain.

I try to think, wonder and ponder,
But all optimism is drenched by an endless somber.

I need a halo or an angel I say:
Something to help me live and stay!

I want to be happy and normal I guess,
But society trumps you, and you are full of stress.

But when I found hope, pleasure and joy,
My life turned from an abyss to a jubilant boy.

The key to happiness is faith itself.
Stay tough and believe and find strength within yourself.

Although the psychosis and OCD took a toll,
I survived the dark night and gave it my all.

I came out successful with the help of a crew.
I wish you luck and hope you succeed too.