No Escape

I don't think I've hated myself
As much as I do now
People have taken advantage
Of me

My heart has been played
But I guess I deserve this
Maybe I wasn't enough
Maybe I could've tried harder

Some days are harder than others
Lately it just seems like
Nothing can get any worse

It just feels like I'm living
In this constant hell
And I can't escape it

What did I do
To make people hate me so much
All I did was try to be
There for everybody

I would never want anyone
To feel the way I do
There's never any true happiness anymore
Why can't I just be safe
In my own mind?