Perpetual Silence

Of lonely paranoia that sets back in
It is the most powerful antidepressant
Subjugated by subliminal intellect
The walls hold potential manifested
Offensive tactic to maintain empathetic static
Everyone judges and blames some ancient
Defense mechanism from shame that's hidden
The walls are now my only friends again
Guilt is the new self anointed hatred
Conditional love will go in a sacrificial moment
To the virtues of graceful penance
The walls are a testament
Of profound internal suffering
Happiness is unbecoming
Of profound eternal struggling
Only the walls have an understanding