Untitled (don't wonder why)

“What the fuck did you expect of me?”
Give a lethal dose to my reality
And take my soul like you're fucking entitled
Lead poison to the weight of the world on my shoulders
Last act of defiance to save face and dignity
In the wake of my destruction is grace and beauty
Please leave my epitaph untitled
i don't want to be remembered

Happiness
Is wet dreams
Filled With empty
Pride
How can i live this lie
When forever is suicide

Delusions start to wear thin
And i pray for the end of my daze
Tether my wisdom to heaven
i will never be held in praise

So close to nothing
So far from everything

All the love in the world couldn't save me (my heart has stopped beating)
cuz i hate you all (everyone)