Rape (TRIGGER WARNING)
Your messages rang out with a dance and song befitting of your manipulation.
My space had become yours, and you knew that all too well.
I had finally made a friend who understood; a melancholy revelation.
Little did I know the cause was coming to drag me to Hell.
Your cataclysmic shadow emerged from the night.
The street lamp illuminated your scarlet sweatshirt.
What once was cloaked in darkness, finally brought to light.
The introduction was curt.
If only my mind could have been illuminated in that moment too.
I would have never opened the door.
But I was desperate to keep you.
Not knowing the friend I wanted to keep so badly, would try to take me on the floor.
I said that I was tired and you picked me up.
Brought me to my bed and tucked me in.
The ending seemed very abrupt.
I thought I was the safest I had been.
I heard the lock turn and the door close on temptation.
I closed my eyes, and to sleep I fell.
I awoke with you in my sight.
Just your hand inside me hurt.
Then came your cock which was big, pink, and blue
You inched in further until there was no more.
My virginity now corrupt.
I'm never able to look at sex the same way again.
My space had become yours, and you knew that all too well.
I had finally made a friend who understood; a melancholy revelation.
Little did I know the cause was coming to drag me to Hell.
Your cataclysmic shadow emerged from the night.
The street lamp illuminated your scarlet sweatshirt.
What once was cloaked in darkness, finally brought to light.
The introduction was curt.
If only my mind could have been illuminated in that moment too.
I would have never opened the door.
But I was desperate to keep you.
Not knowing the friend I wanted to keep so badly, would try to take me on the floor.
I said that I was tired and you picked me up.
Brought me to my bed and tucked me in.
The ending seemed very abrupt.
I thought I was the safest I had been.
I heard the lock turn and the door close on temptation.
I closed my eyes, and to sleep I fell.
I awoke with you in my sight.
Just your hand inside me hurt.
Then came your cock which was big, pink, and blue
You inched in further until there was no more.
My virginity now corrupt.
I'm never able to look at sex the same way again.
Key Words : Rape, trigger warning, survivor
This Poems Story
This is a poem about how I lost my virginity to rape when I was 12. He was a girl in my grades older brother, whom was 18 at the time. I met him online, and snuck him into the house one night while my mom was at work. I thought I was ready to do those adult things, and I wasn\'t. Turns out he had faked locking the door after I had gone to sleep and forced himself back in. This is about me sharing my experience now that I can. Giving me my power back.
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