Sacred Love

I push away
Just to pull you back
I hate I’m this way
Wish my outer shell would crack
These wall are always up

You’ve made the climb several times
But when will you have had enough
I’ll shatter fine
You’ll remain intact tough
You always fill my cup

If these walls decay
If they crumble to your feet
Will you stay
Or am I left to pick the pieces
Repair what once was high-up

I’ll miss you face
Your touch
I’ll save your space
Who knew it’d hurt this much
Can’t cover this hurt with makeup

I knew it would end
Sometimes I like to pretend
Like I didn’t know what you intended
You were my friend
It should have never been