Sorrow and Resignation

First, I was feeling misunderstood, I was yearning for affection, I was aching for compassion, I wanted everything.

Secondly, I was filled anger, stunned by a blunted affect, had sense of affliction, dived into self destruction.

Thirdly, I felt confusion, I felt abandonment, I felt sorrow, I felt numb.

Finally i was overwhelmed by selflessness overwhelmed by motivation overwhelmed by lightness overwhelmed by forgiveness.

That month I was reborn.