Betrayed

Suddenly these feelings were gone, never to show their face again. I could only feel hate and disgust that replaced the feeling of pain. My world came crashing down that unforgettable night. ..
I couldn't stand to look at you, I wanted you out of my sight.
Questions with no answers raced through my mind. To fall in love again is something I never again want to find. The image and thought of you being intimate with another girl. Wrecked my soul, crushed my heart, sent my entire world into a swirl. The sounds of you two played over & over all day & all night. ..
Mean & hateful things flew out both our mouths in that gut wrenching final fight. I told myself there was no way I'd ever take you back. How could I when you betrayed me, how can I ever trust you after that? I pray it wasn't anything more than just a fling or a f*ck. What hurt the most is you screwed her in the cab of MY truck.
I would beg you to do wild things like that with me randomly. ..
But now I know why you never did, you had someone else, is she prettier than me? I loved you so much and you denied it happened at all. .
You think I'm stupid and that I believe your lies well Guess again babydoll. I know more than I say as I listen to you lie. It helps me to remember you're the insecure a**hole that likes to make me cry. I'm sick of you taking everything out on me and my son. You will be all alone soon because with you I AM DONE! !! You won't talk your way back in ever again. You will never change your ways and this I understand. You had more chances than you ever deserved. Just so you know I'm serious if you persist, a protective order will be served. Stay far away from my son & me. The only thing we deserve is to finally be happy. You messed up the best thing to ever happen in your life. Remember, that you did this when you decided to cheat on your wife. I will forget how much I loved you one far away day. When you see me in the future know that I'm happier than ever as I say nice to see you as I turn and walk away.