The mirror never lies

whose is the face i see, staring back at me, showing me the things I wish i couldn't see?
i look away with tears for I can never be, the person that my loved ones wish that i could be.

i believed them when they said i was a whore, and left the pieces of my heart, broken on the floor.
one day perhaps i think that i might finally be me, and all that was behind me was just my destiny.

is who i am inside, the person in that mirror? my breath fogged up the glass, so it isnt any clearer.
the world spins around me and i fall into the sea, sinking ever deeper as the waves crash over me

im drowning in the pain of what they did to me, praying that my final breath lasts for eternity
the light above is brighter, brighter than before, but my heart tells me that i cant take it anymore.

i want to reach up, and try to touch that light, but im running out of air and im far too weak to fight.
i close my eyes as the world turns to night, wishing that i knew the choices that i made were right,