To Disassociate

First I feel it rushing through my head
The lighting dims, My vision blurs
And nothing around me makes sense
This is where I start to fade
Or a More proper term would be this is where I start to dissociate
Or at least that's what the doctors say it is anyways
But not for me you see
It's different to experience it
It's like I'm shifting
As I enter into another dimension an alternate reality
Where I'm me but somehow different
How doI explain how it feels to have to live this
And right about now I've lost all my senses and I'm about to pass out
I fall fast to the ground
But I guess I'm use to this by now
When I feel like I'm someone else but I'm still me somehow