What have i become

I thought I was good
Until that day
When my dad
Decided to say

I’m a bully
I’m a harasser
Nothing good comes out
When I’m a hopeless thrasher

I create pain
Drowning in sorrow
I doubt I want
To live to tomorrow

I’m a thief
I’m a murderer
Nothing left
But to surrender

Do what you will
Torture me
Do it for
My sanity

I’m also depressed
I’m angry
I live off of
Peoples sympathy

I try my best
To make myself feel better
To get complimented
On my effort

I want my life
To be better
But I can’t even seem
To start a mutter

I’m a bad person
That’s all I have to say
Not at all good
In any way

I’m a beast
This I know
How did I become
This freak show