Fire and Frustration

My blood is boiling with frustration
No ease in sight no compensation
The answer to an unsolvable problem
The fire line inside the conundrum

The answer I seek will save my life
But may take my life instead
I pray it won't I don't want to be dead
With all I've done and all I've said

My life drawn thin as thin as a piece of fragile thread
Frustration so intense the wrong decision can leave me dead
As the time is ticking away and I see my life fading
Think back on my life's decisions I look to all those eyes conveying

Looking to all sides trying to find where to draw the line
Looking left looking right looking for a hopeful sign
The fire my head getting so intense
Holding my head trying to make sense

My face turning red and my blood starts to boil
The only vision I see is me looking down at the soil
A sudden shock of panic hits me alas my plans are foiled
I fall to the ground in pieces crying invisible tears

Showing all my fatal flaws exposing all my fears
Buried in the fires of confusion
I give up my life is one big disillusion