Invasion of My Privacy

Such a strong force has come over me,



Now it is dark and I cannot see.



Such hatefulness was in his eyes,



He looked like my friend in disguise.



I feel him gripping and holding me tight,



But I am too weak, I can't put up a fight.



I did not make a peep; I did not make a sound.



I just lied there struggling on the cold, hard ground.



Visions running through my mind;



How can someone be so unkind?



Finally he's finished and pulls away;



I am still stunned; I don't know what to say.



My eyes are bloodshot; my hair is a mess,



And I was standing there half undressed. 



Walking down a dark street alone;



Where can I go, I don't want to go home. 



I can't look in the mirror; I'm scared what to see.



I can't look in the mirror; she doesn't look like me. 



So I'll go on feeling this bitter shame,



Always wondering if I were to blame.