Torture From Within

For every change of the seasons the sensation changes,
Heat seeping into the flesh relaxes the feeling,
Feeling like melting the sensation way for a time,
Once moved away the soothing feeling fades,
Torture began to take control of the sensations.
As the weather fluctuates so does the pain levels,
Colder the seasons, Stormy the seasons, more painful,
Seem to sink deeper inside stirring the sensations up,
Tingles feeling like thousand of needles placed,
In every nerve slowly pushing in all at once,
Feeling need to cry but ducts are dry as bone.
Electric ice jolt it way through now signal new pain,
Cause muscles spasm, unruly jolt trying kick it out,
Throbbing in lower back notification for bad one coming.
Half legs are dead, sensation lost to most of skin,
Fire like feel to touch but the nerve cannot sense it,
Slight touch to some of skin make painful yelp appear.
Restless night accrue more frequently then before,
This torture Constant sometime less sometime more,
Sleep beckons at the eyes, yet as it nears jolt happens
waking to be alert for next wave of this sensation,
Relief seem so far and in between,
Trying fog the brain only seem to make torture stronger
Trying numb the body seem ease it slightly never fully,
This all happen beneath flesh no one can see
How it truly feels of hidden torture.