Lost then found

I’ve wondered for years on end
Never remembering where I’ve been
I’m searching for something I haven’t found
As I go round and round
I feel like i’m getting closer
To no longer being a poser

Of the girl I use to be
The girl i no longer see
When i look in the mirror
For i use to fear her
Because she made me unwanted
And was the reason i was taunted

I’ve lost the real me
And this isn't the person i want to be
I changed for the world
And i’m no longer that girl
Now i feel weak
And my life is bleak

I see a light
That is very bright
On the other side of the world
I wonder if it’s that the girl
I want to be
The girl i want people to see

I’ve finally found myself
By a bookshelf
This where i use to read
Where i felt freed
Where no one could ever hurt me
Or just plain dessert me

By a bookshelf
Is where i found myself
Now i carry myself with pride
And i no longer hide
Being me is just fine
What matters is what i think in my mind